2012...is it the end of the day???

after watching 2012....three more years...and is that all?? if it is,
i have no time to travel around the world....
i have no time to earn my own money
i have no time to repay back money to my parent
i have many things to do....haiz....
how i'm going to die in 2012??? tsunami? or earthquake?? or volcano?
if the end of he world is in 2012, why i need to study?? for what? total loss....
so scare....so scare...the world end like this....
will alien come and rescue our humanity??? haha...kind of ridiculous....
anyway...do what i need to do now....and appreciate your family, friends, and everything you have....

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....................today my result release.....................at 10.00am...........
i got a bad result....and i dunno what to say about it.....only two subject but........i fail one of the subject that is taxation......all my housemate pass all the subject....congratulation....
when i got my result this morning....i feel like.....is it i am suitable in studying accounting course????? the whole morning i'm asking myself and i am thinking should i stop study accounting or continue study????
i feel useless.......why???
how i'm going to tell my parents......how???
i feel helpless.............................

am i think too much??

haiz....why i am a human?? why human have so many feelings..???
i want to be a human without feelings......
feelings drive me crazy.....
this is what i feel......

am i think too much?
am i their friend?
am i in the same channel with them?
am i part of them?
am i their good friend?
am i their best friend?
am i their normal friend?
am i think too much?

anyone can explain to me what is the definition of FRIENDS?

rubbish

haha...it had been almost 2 weeks i didn't post my blog....many things happen in this 2 weeks...and time pass day by day...huh...asking myself, what have i done in this 2 week.....haha....i also don't know what have i done and don't know what is the purpose for study...why we need to study???why???my life like rubbish.....now no confidence at all....2 more weeks deloitte tax challenge...haven't study advanced taxation....dun noe wat to do now...one of the way.....cheer up....keep up....gambate....huh....

life in kl..

haha...i'm back long time didn't update my blog
huh....i had been staying in kl for 1 month and 6 days....life in kl hard to describe...anyway kl is a HELL for me....in kl have too many things to buy but no money to buy...haha....window shopping...haiz...
wai kiat, cheng hoe, siew fen and me are participating deloitte tax challenge...haha...actually i join this competition to get some experience on tax...
but after joining this competition i feel very stress about it and i feel like i cant handle it....haiz...dunno how to say it...maybe i not suitable in this competition...
many smart people participate in this competition like marianne,professor,and others good in study....huh....yesterday i just had my tax test...the test i think can pass la....hehe...and the bad thing is thiam hong, cheng hoe and me had been separated....haiz....sian cannot see their answer already but i try my best to do it....hope that i can pass the test...haha
last friday....i went back to penang....i felt happy to see all my friends...long time didn't see them and miss them very much.....
once i saw them, i felt very excited...haha....
on that day i finally saw laze girl friends...haha...Washington..o Mississippi...o cherry??..haha...actually is cherry la...she quite nice and sweet girl...
well done laze....appreciate her...ok?
after that i go meet abuba, pj and mc them....and i want to say sorry because let them wait for me for an hour....very sorry...
on the next day, saturday....27/6/09...my diploma convo...haha
but i didn't rent the gown...saw all my friends wore very excited lol..
haha...and i also very paiseh to hs la....haiz....borrow me to wear the gown....
haiz....anyway quite happy to wear it hehe...
after that we went into CA and watched them received the scroll..
after the ceremony all my friend received many flowers and bear....except cheng hoe, pei joo and me...haiz...sad lol...nobody willing to give me flower...haiz...pity
but i felt happy to saw my friends received the flower from their family and friends...
i hope i will get flower from my family and friends in my advance diploma and degree convocation...so now i have to work hard on my study
although the road is tough but i will try my best to complete my journey....
ACCA wait me....i will come toward to YOU!!!....
all the best to all my friends in study....Gambate!!!

my small holidays

today is a happy and also a sad day for me...
today is my last day spend with my sister,brother in law and my niece(Chloe and Megan)
after that, they going back to Singapore again......haiz...time pass very fast..
last two days, in the evening thursday, marvin my brother in law and call me to meet up them...haha...very happy to heard that .....because i can play with my little niece and also didn't see my sister for a long time...
in that evening, i pack all my clothes and for 2 days and rush to mid valley to meet them...haha..very excited too...haha...i go to mid valley by LRT and KTM......i want to comment about KTM....huh....hope our malaysia prime minister will improve the KTM because THE PEOPLE ARE SUFFERING EVERYDAY IN KTM!!!!BECAUSE THE KTM IS HOT AND ALL THE PEOPLE SQUIZ LIKE SANDWICH......after that i go and find my sister and we have our dinner in domino pizza...yum yumm....very delicious and also get free glass....hehe
after the dinner we go up to hotel and take rest because tomorrow morining we all going to genting highland...yippy.....
at genting highland we all have fun and play cyclone,roller coaster...huh...nice...
in the evening we go back to kl....
we have teppanyaki as our dinner....wah...1st time eat teppanyaki...very excited...
and the teppanyaki is very nice and cheap too....
next...we have krispy kreme....i thing the donuts...is ok onli....i prefer J.Co...
haha.....damn nice....
ok....now i talk about my two little nieces....chloe is a good girl but sometimes..she a bit clumsy...always scold by her mum~my sister...haiz...very pity her lol....

Chloe
what about another one....huh....damn naughty girl....
little megan....she always said 'i don't like you'...'i help you dry hair'....
she is a stubborn girl too....and always bully chloe....haha....sound weird rite...

megan....

anyway i 'm having a lot of fun and quite happy spend my time with them...
i hope they will come to kl again....
miss you all....

study afa in kl

week 4...study in afa...huh...
very stress...full of pressure...
many books need to study...tax,financial reporting,some more English..need to be improved...besides that, English assignment we need to do meeting skills and individual presentation yet case study too..
recently i have loss my mood of studying...where is the mood go??..huh...such a stressful life...sometimes try to concentrate in the lecture but the lecturer...haiz....hard to say....also don't know how to say....

hope that i can try to find back my mood and STOP playing facebook already....
using internet in doing important things and not playing facebook games....
everybody is fighting afa...why you still remain at the same place....must move forward...need to understand all the taxation act and all exemption....
furthermore also need to understand all FRS in financial reporting.....

AZA AZA FIGHTING .....I WILL FIND BACK YOU 'MY STUDY MOOD'!!!!!

mid valley....

today wuang ching come to kl and visit us...and we plan to bring her go to mid valley for a walk....
wuang ching depart from kampar at 10.30am and reach kl at 12.30pm...
we wil meet her at masjid jamek LRT station and straight go to mid valley...
when we reach at mid valley we call wai loon, shue yee and victor and meet together for lunch...we go to have our lunch at YOSHINOYA
i order a value meal and it cost 6.90...the meal not bad and delicious too...
after that, we go and walk around the shopping complex....and we buy rotiboy...haha delicious bread haha.....yum yum...haha...abuba,mc,pj,jesus,yy.....at kampar have rotiboy or not??..haha...i buy a 'batu' shoe at bata...cost RM60.....ch buy a beg at fos cost RM47 and the wonder wc....haha...she buy a beg and she show to all my housemate and ask them how much of it...all guess around RM30-RM50....haha all wrong!!!!!actually is RM80!!!!!!!!!!!! and the size of the beg is medium only....after that we go back to our hostel by ktm and LRT...
when we at ktm station, very crowd...and many people are waiting the train...
huh....when the train come, many people squeeze into the train...until the train cannot close the door...huh....why whyw why??? why malaysia don't want to provide more train for the people....where our money go??? what for the government tax our income....no development...haiz...disappointed with malaysia.....
we reach our hostel around 9pm and we have our dinner at wangsa maju... we ate the famous chicken chop rice...nice....yummy...anyway today is a wonderful day but the bad thing is i havent study yet and my assignment didn't settle yet....huh....tomorrow i want to study and no more online....

my little hostel.....

huh....i have already stay in my little hostel for 1 month lol.....time pass by everyday...
haha nevermind...life is like that ....
this is my little hostel's balcony....we all dry up our clothes at the balcony













this is my little hostel's dining room....we put our staff at the table especially bread.....
bread is our necessity....two big loaf of bread we can finish in two days....
huh...scary rite....eating bread like drinking water.....haha
haha...dirty or not??? this is our kitchen.....usually we all cook together and eat together...because outside food is very expensive and unhealthy too...so every weekend we will go to carrrefour and buy your daily staff for one week...

these are my paradise and i will stay in my paradise for 2 years...haha...

my jungle life

on 14th,15th,and 16th May 2009.........training camp began.....
before orientation week, we SWC organize a training camp for all student leader. The training camp is prepared by hory,tortise,wuang ching and me. This is a challenge job for us. on the first day, we warmed up all the student leader and ice breaking with them. after that, is grouping time. there have eight group of them and each group consist 8 to 9 persons. next is campus tour lead by hory and wuang ching. the first day program is quite bored.
on the next day, is a raining day.....sport had been cancel but station game still going on.....many students leader complain about the station game is not enough challenging....haha...so we (me,see fouw,laze) plan the treasure hunt for the next day.....we think about the clue and where to place it...on the next day morning, all student leader have a sport competition. In the afternoon, treasure hunt begin, all student leader have fun in the game and unfortunately all student cant find the last clue and the last clue is in the broom....haha.....very funny rite...
after the three days training camp, all student leader have been group in SBS and SOT...
wuang ching and i incharge in SBS however hory and tortise in charge in SOT
on the next day we start preparing the flag and nametag....on that day we colour the king flag till the midnight....huh.....damn tired...
on the 18th May, early morning we all need to welcome the freshie and let them register...
i'm incharge in dkb , wuang ching incharge in dka ,hory and tortise incharge in lb...
huh....busy busy busy....many student come and register.. i also having fun with the student leader in dkb....after that all the freshie go into CA and briefing....after the briefing all freshie have divided into 40 groups...
all freshie and student leaders enjoy orientation week...
At the end of the day, SBS win in orientation week...haha...happy lol....
although many thing happen in orientation week but the most important things is friendship....
friendship we get is valuable and is worth it...
our friendship will never change...my friends
after the orientation, all students leaders and SWC committee celebrate in sunrise MCD...
unfortunately, i have to go back to my hometown at night because my dad come and fetch me back, i didn't have the time to talk with all my friends......
haiz.....so sad on that day... very sad...i also dun have enough time to say goodbye to all my friends...
on 23th morning, im depart from sp to kl....now kl is no longer as penang...penang can go back to hometown every weekend...but kl ....no way.....need to pay for the bus ticket and is expensive...
kl is my new second home...penang no longer is my second home...sound sad.....
kl is a new place for me...and a new life.....my housemate is shue yee,victor,zuma,pei joo,wai kiat..and my roomate is wai loon, cheng hoe and ah chit....

after coming to kl...i had spent a lot of money....need to buy many staff...huh...and also need to pay fees....aarrgghh....money money money$$$$$$$$$$$

why i born as a human.....i wan to be an animal......animal no need to worry about money ......

this few week, we start our study... taxation, english in management, and financial reporting
financial reporting need to take 2 sem to complete it lol...haiz...hard hard hard....
our taxation lecture is micheal....and our tutor is mr Quek....haha our tutor very interesting ...
he very particular in our english and when he speak to us always look at the ground ....never look at us......english in management ....miss manjula...she is a great lecturer and financial reporting.......our tutor, his sound is flat.....no emotion.....

In kl, me and my housemate cook ourselves because it is cheap and economic lol... hehe
on weekend we will go to carrefour and buy vegetables, sardin,redbean, and our daily staff...
huh...kl is far away from my family and my friends...but i will always miss you all.....and i miss my mum delicious meals.....
my friends.....miss you all always......wish you all the best......